GeTtInG UsEd 2 LiFe

This past week has been a boring one. Not much physical trainig at all. Finally managed to fire live shots... but i flunked it. Damn. I was so distracted lohz... The thought of confinement made me feel so lethargic that day. Apparetly, some instructors made a surprise check on my room and found it in an untidy state. It was partly my fault for not ensuring the beds are done... but i feel so F up... Y does everyone ignore my words? As a result, i flunked the shooting test.... Sianzzz man. But heard its not counted in the assessment, so not too bad la. The defense technique session was quite enriching too. Finally learned some attacking stance like jabbing.

Heard next week there's lots of mass cal... sianzzz. There r so many instructors out there waiting for a chance to tekan my squad. Not to say i dun support my FI for "protecting" us, but inevitably, it has brought hatred by other FIs towards out squad. But no matter wat happens... I will still support panther. Was quite disappointed on friday too. The invincible Echo team 2 was defeated by staff of TRACOM in the semi finals of the rugby tournament. I was quite convinced that echo will win lohz... They got the strength and speed. Haiz.

I'm feeling so sick now... Muz haf contracted the sickness from sean or soon yesterday. Those Tekong pple always sick one. Sean is so unlucky man... tio guard duty. Ate at checkers. Food was not too bad, but ex lehz. Went to starbucks after that.... damn song lohz. Ellein got so much discounts for us. I onli paid ard 3.50 for my drink.

Arsenal won wolves 2-0. Yea! Hope this tue nite would be another victory for the gunners against the idiotic MAN U.

OMG!!!

Can't believe 3 days pass by so fast... i'm gonna book in in a few hours time... ARGH.... Fun time r always the shortest. Sianzzz.... Gonna run run run, drill drill drill again. Can't wait for POP to come soon. Everyone, take care~

AAARRRGGGHHH!!!

Why is everyone laughing at my hair? My hair grow a bit too fast la, wats wrong with that... Those that meet me today just kept on laughing and laughing la... Stupid Joorge.... ARGH!!! Irritating smile. To Samuel too, stop laughing can. Even the employees at toa payoh kbox laughed at me lahz... Bad day to go out today man. But had a good singing session... At least managed to enjoy myself after the confinement.

Dao Jian looks damn fit now. His commando training is real crazy man... stupid circuit training. Junxian looks tough too.... Y am i only the one that looks the "same"? Sianzzz man!!! Muz train up on myself le... ARGH!!! Must book in tml again, sianzzz man.... The outside world seems so wonderful to me now. I Love my surroundings!!!

Heard some very shocking news in the morning... Was quite saddened by it. That piece of news reallie dampens my morale on certain issues. I feel damn sad for those involved too... Y did it haf to happen... Hope all of them can recover from it soon. Smile always!

Rite now, liverpool is being "thrashed" by Saints. I hope they really wake up. Only 2 shots in the first half... Lousy teamwork too... Hope MAN U lose tonite, or else they gonna be 2nd for the time being. Gunners, pls wake up too, can? Everyone, CyA~

I'M BACK!!!!

Guys, i'm finally back to Earth. It was quite an experience in TRACOM aka Police academy. Where shld i start my long boring acct of PA? Guess i wil go day by day then.

My first day in PA was so damn bloody boring. The worst part is when i heard i'm gonna be confined for 10 days! Shit man! And i really mean shit... I din bring any toilet papers at all. I'm that kind that virtually shit everyday one.... GOne case. Was quite alarmed when the instructors told us to strip upon entering the hall... SIao, like examining pigs liddat. Was kinda sad waving goodbye to my family. But i noe i had to be strong. After the farewell was one long bloody wait. We were in the hall for damn bloody 3 hrs waiting b4 being led to the barbers. At the barbers, i waited another 2 hrs la. SIANZ! Met up with one guy from cjc there. His name is pete. A notorious guy in cjc... LOLX! It was like my hair was gone in split second. Felt so awkward walking out from the barbers. When i look into the mirrors, i was like "WOW"... Is that me? I actually looked younger by 2 yrs old... haha. Then after dinner, i was led to my company, echo... my beloved company. My deputy commander is one indian guy. His name is PANTHER! I really respect him a lot man. He's the guy that motivate me to carry on in PA. I was then led to my bunk. 1 bunk 6 person, 1 toilet, 1 bathing cubicle and 6 lockers. Its not bad a living environment as compared to tekong la... still not too bad. The place was quite nice to slp in too. But something happened on the 3rd day....

My 2nd day was another waiting day. Waiting for equipments was like another 2 hrs? Sianz man. Then wait to take photo too... Was facing the cjc overhead bridge while waiting... feel so damn pissed la.... y din i cherish JC life... Its so good to study. Then on 3rd day.... my company commander Hassan changed our bunks... Initially, i was in the right wing in blk 31... then i was transfered to the left wing... That place is really..... Upon going up the levels, i alreadi felt something was wrong. Y r there scratches on all the doors? And i mean every single door... SOme scratches were even so serious until there were holes on the door.... My door was one of them. Then my fren told me it could be "potianak" at work with long nails... Reallie scared the hell out of me man... Then one guy from squad 5 came and tell us even more shocking news. He mentioned that one of his bunk mate was apparently "attacked" while using the phone late at nite. "Someone" came and banged on the window at 3am... wah liew.... Then when i explored my own room, i found lots of malay kurans around. I was really damn scared lahz. I always thought that i was quite braved... but on that day... i noe i'm not. Then PANTHER told one of my bunk mates that someone actually died in one of the bunks in left wing. That guy was found dead with blood coming out from all the holes of the head. Then those sleeping on the top part of the double decker bed may experience tremendous shakin of the bed at nite. It may become so extreme as to throw the person against the wall above. I was Reallie frightened like hell... I din reallie slept well that day.

From the 4th day onwards... time pass real fast... My OC squad is a very nice guy. The got to noe that PANTHER is gonna be our Field instructor. I was so damn Happy lahz.... He's such a nice guy. He rreallie inspired me to push on lohz... Me considered not that fit inside. My squad reallie fit lohz... Got pple do pull up like do push up. Run on slope as though run on even grounds... Me reallie feel so puny sometimes. But i do haf my strong areas la... me quite an optimistic guy. The swimming lesson was so tiring for me... Nearly got leg cramp... The EOC was quite a joke la... but i shldn't laugh so early. Everyday was running and running.... quite fun lohz... Panther brought us for sight seeing too.... YEA man...

My bunk pple got punished on the 4th day for forgetting to off the lights. Hassan wanted to confine us for 2 weekends... I was damn sad when i heard that. COz i room IC, its part of my fault for the mistake. Two weekends burnt... wah.. damn sianz lohz. Then PANTHER came to our rescue and help us cancel the punishments. Thank him man!!! The days pass by real fast inside... it was like the 9th day in just a split second. Had my arms training that day. The pistol is quite fun to handle. Reallie enjoyed myself. But something drastic happened that day. Some morons actually stole cigarettes from PANTHER. He was so pissed lahz... Wanted to confine us on thurs unless someone own up.

The last day day finally arrived. Got defensive tech in the morning, I was handcuffed and thrown ard... like a criminal. It's no joke man... Damn pain. The T-Baton is quite interesting to play with. PANTHER released us on time... thanks to the person who own up... My 10 days confinement were finally over. Wat i wrote here r just a summary of the experiences i had. There r more to it. Dun wanna be so longwinded.

I really missed all my frens when i was inside.... I wanna meet up with all of u... So feel free to jio me man. YC told me it was hell in TEkong... I guess thats reallie the case. My bro daniel damn bad luck.... going back in tonite... while others r spending their long weekend at home.

Gonna book in this sunday by 9.30 pm. Hope time pass by real slow for these two days. I wanna haf fun!!!

FiNalLy My TurN!

Tml's my impt day. My turn finally. Can't wait to widen my circle of friends. Decided to keep an open mind. Friends out there, dun worry abt me being wacked up okay? Lolx! I'm gonna miss all of u... Makes me feel a bit sad, knowing that this is gonna be the last time touching the keyboard with my hair still intact. Think i will haf a new look. Still can't imagine myself being botah... Guess u all will not be able to see the old me with side or centre parting anymore. A new me??? Haha... i will just wear a cap when i go out.

Was quite touched when one of my fren send me a goodbye msg just now. Someone actually remembered... I guessed those that will remember are all in army le...Haha... Hope i can reallie come out by this fri... Qizhi, jio me out for Kbox k....

Bought SHE's ENCORE today... Damn nice man!!! Hebe damn chio! But i no DVD player at home lehz, sianz.

Everyone, take care kz~ Keep ur dreams alive... Work towards them!

The brotherhood "split up"

Heard from Robbie that everyone was posted to different platoons. He got posted to Ninja company. That company is rumored to be one of the scariest company in Tekong. Must keep away from 4th floor. Someone committed suicide there. I wish Robbie all the best man... I shld worry abt myself more. PA is rumored to be even more "evil". Even madam from library warned me abt that place. Guess i shld really watch myself.

Wasted my whole sunday sleeping. Just realised that i was awake today for onli like 3 hrs? I wanted to go IMM to see SHE lohz... no one to pei me. Sianz! I think i will just go and buy their cd b4 enlistment. Then can bring in to listen whole nite. 1 1/2 days left for me...

My tUrN neXt!

Din hear much from the brotherhood. Onli got one irritatin soon that msg me at 5.45 am to tell me that his hair is still intact! Woke me u from my sleep lohz... How did he do it man? Most prob he smiled at the barber. Frightened him away... That's his usual behaviour anyway. Hope to hear more from them real soon. My turn's next! Just counting down at home, on this lonely weekend. YC they all also go in le... Reallie sianz for me now.

The 7.30pm show, gong fu zu qiu, on channel U is so nice lohz. Its quite funny. Very touching too. Felt so sad when i saw the teammates pass away one by one. Went Kbox with my family today. Was quite fun too. I beta enjoy the last 2 days. PA... i'm COMING!!!

I'm So LoNeLy!

The brotherhood is going in today... not exactly... its 3/4 of the brotherhood. The remaining 1/4 is still sitting in front of the com, blogging. I FEEL SO LONELY! I miss Sean's crapiness. I miss SUANING soon. I miss Robbie's companionship. Damn, y onli me? Still at home. I bet those 3 must be having a fun time together, in the same bunk. Haiz... Robbie and Sean will continue to suan soon. I'm gonna miss all those fun.

Din send them off coz they r going straight to the ferry terminal. Dun think i can enter without tickets. Went to sch instead. Met Van and Fiona. They r still so lively and fun. The orientation was quite a success. Manage to get 20 persons to sign up. Guess its quite good for library le. Saw a lot of trainees from the PA while taking bus home. I really felt like going up to them and asking them some questions that i haf. But on second thoughts, i guess there's no point. Coz next fri this time, i will be like them. Taking the bus 153 home.

Sang at kbox yesterday with yc, guanzzz, tongzzz, tengda and jackass. Was quite fun. Me and Tongz got real high. Jumping on top of the sofa and shouting like crazy. We all started to kao bei YC. Went a bit overbroad. YC, i'm sorry, kz! Got my kbox membership card le! Anyone on for singing, just jio me. I'm free on the weekends...

SOMEONE PLEASE BRING ME OUT THIS WEEKEND! I"M DYING LE!!! I'M SO BORED...

7 dAys LeFt!!!

I have approximately 152 hrs 30mins left to enlistment. At this particular time and day next week, i would be sleeping on some unfamiliar bed. I would be meeting new frens, kinda look forward to it. This is life. We have to move forward.

Today's kbox was fun. Finally got more gals to join in for singing. But they dun seem too enthu lehz. Intended to haf duet songs, but the gals just dun even want to touch the mike at all. Haiz... Anyway, it was kinda fun lahz. Not too bad an experience.

Went back to sch after that. I'm really glad that i joined the library society in my JC days. Madam and Mrs Ng treated me real well lohz. I feel so much at home in library. Saw all the library teachers too. They dun seem to change at all. Lolx! Mr ong still looks the same and his sense of humor doesn't fail to amuse me. Mrs Kuah's low voice is still the same. Mrs Tan is still as chirpy as ever. Everyone's the same except the library itself. It is much neater and there r sensors. WoW! Dun believe that Bro would splurge on this kinda stuffs. Went to canteen too. The drinks stall change le. Kinda sad! Those aunties really treated the brotherhood well. I miss them. I MISS CJC!!! I really feel so at home as i enter CJC. DIn noe i love CJC so much till today. Din manage to see those teachers that teached me b4. Think i gonna visit them this thurs when i help out in the library. Even the office aunties seem so close to me lohz... Haiz... Shld haf cherished my JC time. I was always trying to avoid feeling too attached to CJC. Always thinking that i was kinda dumped into this place. But now i truely noe that i love CJC. Its the best place on Earth. Holds my dearest memories.

My brotherhood's gonna go to "Jurassic Park" this fri. Best of luck to them!!! To all my buddies in marist and Scouts, i wish all of u all the best too. My Scout buddies shld haf no prob lahz.... All of ur r president scouts lohz, Tekong shld be chicken feet for u all. I believe all my marist buddies also no prob too!!! Haf faith in all of u all. Let's meet up on the weekend when confinement ends! So cya~ EveryBodY

When's the rain gonna stop?

"S........, Your enlistment date is on 11/01/05. Your reporting unit is POLICE ACADEMY. Msg from CMPB. If wrong HP pls reply INVALID" this stupid msg apparently woke me up from my sleep. Damn irritating lohz... Why do they haf to cap those two big words? Today is 3rd Jan... That means i haf exactly 8 days left! Beta make good use of it. Guess i will be so damn lonely for this last week. Almost all my buddies will in by 8th Jan. Haiz...Sianz, who is free on this weekend to bring me out? LolX!!! I will miss u guys...

Its been raining for 4 days in a row... When is it gonna stop???

2005

It's the new year today! Let's start everything anew, everyone. Forget abt those sad moments in the past, look forward to a beta tomorrow. Live for ur dreams...

This year nye celebration in Singapore was not that crowded and fun compared to previous years. Maybe due to the recent natural disaster? All broadcast were cancelled and there were no fireworks. East Coast park this yr was not that crowded this year too. No one seems to be in the mood to celebrate new year. However, i stil find yesterday nite fun. Regretted saying those ghost stories... make Robbie so scared until dun dare go toilet. HM, dun be offended by me for continuing the stories despite u stopping me, kz? Anyway, tok cock the whole nite. Damn irritated by the "highly intelligent tok" by robbie and Sean. Lolx! Soon got so irritated by my singing too... ha...bloody shit guy...think he can onli be entertained by his own "recess" music. Btw, soon is the guy that left a msg sayin "LAME MO". Nuthin beta to write, dun write lahz! Felt so proud for Sean when i hear his journey to success. Ha... Sean, if u r reading this, i just wanna say..."Well Done! Keep up the GOOD work!" And who is the person that suggested buying CHEESE balls? Think i get a bit of sore throat liao.

Let us all do our best in the coming year! Ganbatte Kudasai...